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“This is Wanda Weatherbee, reporting for Channel 11. A bomb exploded today in a south-side market. Authorities have pointed fingers at a leftist separatist group, though no concrete evidence has been released. We’ll keep you updated as the story develops.

Meanwhile, on Capitol Hill, the president signed a new surveillance bill aimed at curbing unrest.

Over on Wall Street, the S&P 500 soared to record highs, a triumph hailed as the greatest economy this nation has ever seen.

In local government news, a new ordinance was enacted to address ‘blight’ by increasing penalties related to homelessness in the tri-state area.

And finally, a story meant to warm your heart: eight-year-old Lisa Moynahan was diagnosed with brain cancer eight months ago. With no health insurance or savings, her family turned to the crowdfunding site ‘Let’sFundMe’, raising enough money to afford her surgery. How uplifting.

This is the news, bringing you the stories that keep the world turning and your heart hopeful. Stay safe, stay informed, and have a wonderful evening!”

God Shaped Hole

There’s an episode of It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia where Dennis talks about something he calls a “God shaped hole.” He said most people fill it with religion. He doesn’t believe in God, so he fills it with… something else.

He’s right. I feel that God shaped hole every day of my life.

Man, it’d be so much easier to just stuff something in there, even if I couldn’t ever bring myself to truly believe it.

I thought making music would fill it. And for a while, it did.

I thought communism could lead me to truth. And it did. But at the cost of lifting the curtain and letting me see the horrid reality of our lives.

I thought creating the Shock the System site would fill it. And it did. For a couple of days, before I realized how much of myself was being wasted on something no one cares about.

That’s not me saying “pity me.” Those are just facts.

Writing these is how I’m currently trying to fill that hole.

I know it’s not gonna work out.

What’s next for me after this?

I honestly don’t know.

I should probably give up and stare into that dark void inside of me.
I know I’ll only see myself reflecting back.